Life.

 Lately I have been thinking more about my life

How grateful I am for it.

No specific event or occurrence has cause this.

I don't know if its because of 

the longer runs I have been going on and we have time to reflect..

or maybe the fact that I am out of school and have more free time to think..

or the longer showers I have been taking because we have hot water now..

or maybe because I just need to be reminded of how blessed I am.

I have gone through my share of trials. 

Many nights crying. Some times not wanting to live anymore...

But that all has brought me to where I am now.

I can't say I would want to go through some of the things I have again

and I still don't know what is suppose to be learned from some of them

but I am glad they happen.

I have learned and I have grown.

I am becoming who I need to be through them.

One thing I know for sure is that my Heavenly Father has a plan for me.

It might not have everything I would want in it..

thoughts have crossed my mind about how it would be taking out and adding a few things..

but I wouldn't change it.

I am grateful for where I am at

and excited for where I can be.