Lately I have been thinking about how cool it is that almost every mom thinks there child is the greatest. And I mean that seriously not is a rude way at all. I love how Heavenly Father has made it that we love our children so much and think they are just wonderful! They are made for us and we are made for them and we have that bond! As you know Corbin and I have been spending a lot of time together lately-not that we weren't before but with Jesse being gone its mostly just him and I all the time now!(Even though he gets pretty excited to have others around-not to say that he is sick of me right!? ;) ) He is at such a fun age right now and I think I can finally say this is where I would want to stop time for a bit and just enjoy it-but at the same time everyday he is learning and changing and I love it! But yes I will admit it is making me a little nervous to have another child. I will have to split my time with them....and of course a part of me worries-will this next little baby boy be as cute or funny or expressive or smart etc..! But I have to remember he will bring his own unique personality that I know I will love! I guess I am worried about having the feeling of betrayal that most moms probably have . I don't want to miss out on this fun stage he is at and I don't want him to feel like I am ignoring him! Lately he has been a little possessive of me and his things-but then again that could be 1. the age he is at and 2. that his Daddy has been gone. He doesn't like other smaller children right now and has gotten upset when I hold another baby. So we have some work to do in these last 2 months...Hopefully soon enough he will be excited and love his brother! ;) But for now I am going to enjoy our time together just the two of us! (Well this next week is officially moving week so we will be back with Daddy! yah! (: )
So we might have gotten carried away with taking a few lovely selfies! ;)
