Lately I have been thinking more about my life
How grateful I am for it.
No specific event or occurrence has cause this.
I don't know if its because of
the longer runs I have been going on and we have time to reflect..
or maybe the fact that I am out of school and have more free time to think..
or the longer showers I have been taking because we have hot water now..
or maybe because I just need to be reminded of how blessed I am.
I have gone through my share of trials.
Many nights crying. Some times not wanting to live anymore...
But that all has brought me to where I am now.
I can't say I would want to go through some of the things I have again
and I still don't know what is suppose to be learned from some of them
but I am glad they happen.
I have learned and I have grown.
I am becoming who I need to be through them.
One thing I know for sure is that my Heavenly Father has a plan for me.
It might not have everything I would want in it..
thoughts have crossed my mind about how it would be taking out and adding a few things..
but I wouldn't change it.
I am grateful for where I am at
and excited for where I can be.